O Great God, be small enough to hear my cry

Its not about us. Its about him. Its not about feelings. Its about the attitude of our hearts.

Something i've discovered recently. after years of frustration. dissapointment. confusion. this troubled heart.
There is something i have discovered. God doesnt always move in big ways. he doesnt always show himself in big words and pictures, in shaking and crying, in overwhelming feelings, so overwhelming that you couldnt possibly deny him. isnt that what ive been longing for, something to happen to me so that i cant possibly deny him. so that i know hes there. so that i can say hes there. a reason behind my belief. proof.

Its not about what we get out of worship, its about what we give. Signs of being filled with the Holy spirit come from having a heart filled with the fruits of the spirit. That, is when you can see God moving in someone. God doesnt always move in big ways. just beacuse you arent blown away with emotion, with shaking or tears, doesnt mean he's not there. doesnt mean hes not listening. doesnt mean hes not acting.

God is a Great, Awesome, Huge, Almighty God.
But he moves in the silence of the wind.
O Great God, be small enough to hear my cry...